Cancer  - Real meaning Cockroach.

The following quote springs to mind.

"You see satin colorless options flare with mystique 'neath vibrissa of mango. The brujé pivots 'pon athletic pillions... auds alert and oids a-coruscate... refractive peltry of lavender dye reflects o'er his proud physique..."

And the messenger says to you - "You are Quiet and Crafty.  Secretly jealous of others success.  An good opportunity will arise soon, but dont get found out."

Disgusting, Disturbing, Weird Habits:

Scratching yourself in private places.  Its getting a really big obsession.

(More to be revealed later!)

Take the 'Dirty Habits Test'